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I would write my blog critiquing my midterm video, but I was never able to post one.  As many of you might have noticed, I have failed to post many of my blogs recently. Although I am not proud of this and do not excuse it, I have not been in the best place recently.

 Almost every weekend, I have spent at home.  Most people would assume that I would have more free time, but this is not the case.  My weekends were spent packing, and if I was not packing I was thinking about moving. My mom couldn't of picked a more inconvenient time to decide to leave my childhood house.  With college just starting, I have been very homesick. Lately even when I am home, I don't feel like it.  My house no longer smells of incense and home cooked food. It now smells of cardboard boxes.

On top of being preoccupied with house arrangements, I have also been dealing with computer issues.  My computers camera and audio features have completely stopped working. This is why my midterm project did not get finished.  

My problem when facing a difficult situation, is that I freak out and in turn tend to give up more easily.  I give up and become so stressed that nothing can seem to get me out my "phunk." Although it does not excuse what happened, I believe that now that I am more aware of my actions, I can take control of the situation before it is too late. 

This photo shows what is left of one of the rooms in my house.